life is not easy and not as smooth as expected.

i may look happy and smiling infront of all.

but who noes there's sadness and sorrows behind all my smiles.

work..

been thru another freaking busy period.

f1 for 3days 26sep to 28sep.

worked opening till closing.

-_-"

but AT LEAST i still got the chance to sneak out to watch.

its really fun and excited.

aft f1.

here comes hari raya on 1oct.

its really so busy.

and somemore not enough crews.

coz most of my crews are malays.

so i dont really blamed them on coming to work late lah.

tats the only exception on tat day only.

other days i dont allowed!

well we all already so tried.

already not enough crews.

freaking customers can order:

'1 chicken leg and 2 potato'

'i want to order mcdonalds'

'i want mccafe'

its like TOTALLY OHH MY GOD lor.

shit all those customers.

den i went to my class on 13oct to 17oct.

learnt quite alot.

get to noe other ppl's experience.

get to noe more friends.

hmm love going classes.

but dont ask me to study full time.

think i cant make it ba

haa.

den went patch outing on 20oct.

i enjoyed.

not enjoying the games.

i think the games i plan for my crews are much more fun lor.

but enjoyed all the cam whore-ing with haffis and fadzli ba.

really cant stop laughing when with them.

and oso enjoyed pool session with my team.

although i did throw face there.

coz i duno how to play!

but i learnt abit and pick up some skills.

haa.

well thanks haffis and fadzli for acc me go early in the morning.

the both of them did closing the day b4.

and i forced them to acc me go.

coz if i go alone without them.

not fun de lor.

hee thanks ehh freaks.

=p

but i oso feel sorry for haffis coz he still need to go back store do closing aft the outing.

he dont want coz he says he's tired.

i did help him talked to james.

but james still nv change his mind.

i told him i take over him but he refused.

hmm sorry =(

well anw!

i had FINALLY handover crew scheduling this difficult task to haffis liao!

haha.

n i took over inventory.

its totally stranger to me.

but i believe i can learn alot from it.

still in the process of learning.

well i always turn to haffis if i've got qns.

tat day ended up he bombed me with alot of qns and i cant ans all.

and ya thanks for all ur qns.

made me cant update my chart.

if james looked for me.

i will find haffis!

lols.

hmm well.

now i've a goal target wish and hope.

by the end of the year 2009...

(:

ohh!

had went to OBA dinner on 18oct.

saw so many teachers.

mr sng.

mr francis.

mr khng.

mr seah.

ms tay.

mrs chou.

mrs tan so wah.

mrs dolly ong.

and saw tat WU GUI oso.

argh!!

yup yup.

im happy tat i went.

satisfied!

(:

u've seen my pretty side.

and now u had saw my ugly side.

u're the one who im afraid to see when im troubled.

u're the only one who i burst into tears when i see u.

u're the only one who can dig out my heart and mind just to let me speak out.

thanks for your hugs.

thanks for your shoulder.

i love you.

(:

i dont bother those who have comments against my bf.

as long as im happy and he's happy.

im contented.

(:

i oso dont bother those who still having comments against my job.

yup.

as long as im working happily.

im satisfied.

(:

am i right?

if ever really there's a day tat im not happy le.

i think i noe wat i shld do.

no worries abt me.

(:

ytd i attached to nbr.

lucky louise is there.

the way she treat her mgr is exactly the same as how she treated me abt 3 to 4yrs ago.

i told glenn 'u're lucky to have her as ur mgr. without her, i wont be wat i am today.'

its true lah ehh.

during those days if she is not there to scold me whenever i made mistake.

i wont realise any until today.

if i nv realise i wont learn.

with her ard.

tats y i realise and i learn all the way until now.

(:

ytd kelvin ng asked me wana transfer to the new store at spring leaf or not.

i told him 'tolong ahh i dont want ahh..tat store is so damn big. got all the assets there -_-"'

den he told me 'good wat..u noe bdae parties, drive thru, mds, cafe, 24/7'

i replied him 'headache de leh handle such a big store. like marina square such a small store im contented le.. haa =D'

celebrated our 1st anni at hot pot culture.

have our own mini steamboat.

free flow of ala-carte dishes.

the most interesting is..

free flow of chocolate fondue.

hee delicious lor.

for the first time i ate buffet with him for two and a half hrs.

lols.

=D

aft dinner actually wanted to take sg flyers de.

but my camera with my bro.

and my bro is at taiwan!!

argh~

we dont wana waste the chance taking sg flyers but nv take any photos.

so ended up we nv take lor.

so shall i blame my bro borrowing my camera tat caused i missed the chance of taking sg flyers?

haa.

work is nv easy.

once u overcome 1 problem.

there will be another problem ahead waiting for u.

but im consider lucky tat ppl will help me when i need help.

im really lucky to have great colleagues ard me.

thanks for giving me advices and im learning them.

(:

well now i really noe tat guy's pride is really very high.

they really want their face so much.

ya.

i got 2 live example at my workplace.

11sep is not tat sway afterall.

i had passed my FTT.

1st attempt!

hooray~

hee.

will start my driving lesson on oct.

excited!!

=D

i've been waiting for the day to arrive.

i did not ask for more.

wat i wish is just to spend the day with him.

but ended up he cant.

i was imagining tat he will give me any surprise or wat.

but i noe actually all these imagines are trying to console me only.

i just wana make myself feel better.

he has been always angry with me.
this time round can i be angry with him?

i can be understanding towards him.

but y cant he be abit more understanding towards me?

i had been feeling so unfair.

i always dare not to say this to him.

coz i noe if i really do it.

there's a high chance of quarrel.

i dont want it to happen.

tats y i just keep to myself.

so call always 'listen' to him.

i try to understand y he want me to do this or do tat.

actually all he wants is tat i dont do anything tat he dont like or dont allow me to do.

well..

as long as its within my limits.

as long as he is not far too much.

for sure i will do it.

but from the bottom of my heart.

i can say tat he nv treat me far too much before.

hmm..

he's always angry with me coz i did not 'obey' him.

as in..

he dont like me to stay at work too long aft my working time.

but i stayed at work coz i always got endless work to do.

he always tell me to leave it and complete the next day.

but to me.

i will feel uneasy if i left my work undone.

and the worst thing is.

there's more job for me the next day.

how?

we always quarrel regarding my long working hours.

actually he dont like it its bcoz..

he dont want me to over-tired.

see..

actually wat he said its for my own good.

im just kind of stubborn not to 'obey' him.

well..

now wat i trying to do is to understand how he thinks.

(:

yeah~

thinking of going to watch F1 night race.

made me feel so excited.

im going to watch it with haffis and fadzli.

hee!

on 27sept aft midnight.

haffis says tat we can watch it by the roadside.

ok lor.

y not?

F1 leh.

its so rare lor.

=D

so so sorry to my wu jie shinyi.

although i changed my shift with my colleague.

but still i cant make it to ur bdae chalet.

sorry~!!

forgive me k?

im not perposely de..

but on tat night.

me and my colleagues went MOS.

almost full attendance lor.

except my boss, james not there.

see..

1st assistant - haffis

2nd assistant - suet

floor manager - fadzli

crew leader - pooja , afiza

crews - bobbie, manchot, hanafi

shift leader - dila

beanie - vera

really enjoyed myself man.

the most shocking thing is.

most of us already got drunk outside our store.

lols.

fun fun~

but tiring lah.

im old le ba.

wahaha~

=DD

on 25th nina and me went jb.

sway me.

did closing on 24th.

but forget to put back the shuttle keys.

i realised it was in my pockets when i reached my block.

so 25th 7morning 8morning need to go back store again to surrender the keys.

sians.

somemore faizal opening.

double sway double sians.

den~

met nina at bugis at 9am.

den we walked over to the bus station to meet shi an to bring us to jb.

ar bo we surely got lost de~!!

haa.

we had mac porridge for breakfast.

hmm.

not as nice as the 'singa-porridge' we used to have.

haha.

met 3 of nina's crews abt 1130.

yeap and foo meng joined us ard 1330.

total there's 10 of us.

big group ehh.

haa.

no car.

so we took cabs and travelled place by place.

they can really bargain the price lor.

power~

haa.

we went shopping for the whole day.

i used s$100 exchange RM235.

i bought myself 2 watches 1 bag 1 shoe.

i still got RM40 left.

felt so happy and satisfied.

hee.

=p

thanks nina for organising such a trip and thanks to her crews for bringing us ard for the whole day.

(:

my boy was so angry with me coz i couldnt managed to resevered place at kuishin bo.

for his dad's bdae celebration.

its a weekday so i TOT wont be tat much ppl.

so i called the day b4.

was fully booked liao.

kena scold frm my boy.

hais.

so ended up he and his bro prepared steamboat at home.

yup.

guilty miee~

sorry dear..

):

yeah yup went hiking with iris and xiu on 30th~!!

had our breakfast at yck.

den took bus to bukit timah.

den we found our way there.

starting is so tough lor.

SO steep.

omg~

we finished our hike in abt 1hr and 45mins

(:

so many many jokes happened frm beginning to ending.

i dont wish to eleborate coz i dont wana throw my own face.

for sure iris will throw my face de.

so for more detail abt our hiking.

refer to her blog ba~

lols..

aft hiking.

i went home had a bath.

den went to eunos to meet my 2 cousins.

den we went to the RSAF open house.

reached there.

raining cats and dogs.

sians~

so bo bian we take a look at the indoor galleria.

aft a while.

the rain stops liao.

den we watched all the planes and the air show.

nice.

(:

work is always so stress.

i really hate things are not done in my way.

im so afraid tat my bad temper is back again.

i dont want~!!

hais.

i really felt so bad i shouted at him.

i told haffis 'its really very true tat its not good to be too close to crews'

he agreed.

i rmb jun told me this.

coz she used to always quarrell with nina.

looks like the same case as mine now.

i told haffis tat i felt so sorry and guilty tat i shouted at him.

feel like gg to say 'sorry' to him.

but haffis stopped me.

he told me 'u must rmb u're a manager. if u go and say sorry to him, he will take advantage in the future. u just pretend nth happened.'

hmm ok lor.

perhaps he's right.

so tat night i went home without saying sorry and i went home with guilt.

im so excited~!!

6 more days to our 1st anni.

hee.

=p

*loves boy

phew~

national day had finally over.

although we are did not met our initial target.

but i believe tat my team had did their best.

and of coz i did my best too!

guess wat?

perhaps most of u all might think tat im crazy.

but all i can say is tat im just TOO OVER committed in my work.

8aug i worked 2pm to 11pm.

dennis changed shift with me coz its his bdae.

so he worked 730am to 430pm instead.

den 9aug(ITS THE DAY) i worked 7am to 1am.

18hrs leh~!!

my goodness!!

hmm its like so damn busy and i dont have the heart to leave.

so i stayed up aft 4pm to help out.

busy all the way working its like wont feel the tiredness.

the tiredness comes aft the busy-ness.

but at 750pm i went missing.

coz..

i went out to wait to watch fireworks!!

LOLs~!!

=DD

at first actually haffis told me tat at 8pm he will go out to watch fireworks with me.

but abt 8pm liao.

he's stucked at work.

but i managed to sneak out.

haa.

actually i supposed to go up foodcourt to meet renne and tirta de.

but by then the whole mall is already damn packed.

no chance for me to go up de.

so ended up i watched fireworks alone.
sad hor?
lols.

stress ah~

lotsa stuffs happened at work.

so shocking and unbelivable.

always i met problems.

haffis will tell me 'zo lang tuo si ah ni kuan'

and today problems found him.

so i told him 'zo lang tuo si ah ni kuan, this wat u always tell me'

ya i believe tat too.

most of the times we cant control wat is happening or wat had happened.

all we can do is accecpt the fact ba.

(:

if its not urs.

forever its not urs.

perhaps its time for me to hands off le ba.

and i can conclude tat our friendship is not tat strong as i expected.

its really sad to say this.

but wat else i can say?

now all i focus on is my work.

yup.

i believe tat there's future in there.

hope im not wrong lah.

(:

im going for another class on october.

i hope i can score well and be proud of my store.

but the swayEST thing is im going class with tat stupid idiot faizal~!!

-_-

now if ask me to go back school to study.

im like not interested liao.

yup.

i dunno how james can cope with work and at the same time studying part-time.

salute him.

haa.

hmm on 20th going for shin's.

tat's a long day for me lor.

work.

meeting.

chalet.

lucky the next day im off.

hee.

and on 30th going hiking with iris all.

yeah yeah.

yup yup promisd no back out this time round.

excited~

=DD

alright tat's all folks~

see ya jies on 20th.

(:

another day had past.

my boy took half day off as he need to go cgh for dental check up.

since im not working so i met him at cgh at 3pm.

aft his check up abt 430pm.

we went to marina to collect his mp3.

ya his mp3 was sent to repair within a mth.

aft repairing they claims tat no fault.

-_-

den was shopping ard.

we ended up decided dinner at yuki yaki.

hmm alright lah.

left yuki yaki abt 830pm.

did a little bit more shopping.

den left marina.

*iris.. actually when u called me i was at marina too.since u replied me so late so i did not called u back..=p

i still feel tat im a bad friend.

i felt guilty~

due to my work schedule not fixed.

weekends not necessary my off days.

even if i off on weekends.

i chose to go out with my boy.

coz he oso only free on weekends.

its my rare chance.

so mostly friends asked my out on weekends.

either im working or im out with my boy.

am i zhong se qing yong?

sounds like right?

hais.

boy had been asking me to change job recently.

he asked me whether im working this for life?

i told him if there's a chance for promotion i will stay.

den he told he will give me moral support.

i hope he meant wat he said.

(:

coz i love the job.

i love wat im doing although im stress at times.

i believe tat watever job out there.

for sure there's advantage and disadvantage.

for sure there's a level of stress-ness.

i believe tat there is NO job without stress de.

so i will stay with this job until... ...

arghhh~

boy noes wat im gonna buy for him next mth le.

no good de.

no more surprise liao.

sads.

):

25th gg jb with nina and kallang's gang~

kinda looking forward for this outing.

shld be fun ba.

=DD

28th is boy's dad's bdae.

boy says wana go kuishin bo for dinner.

hee.

yupp~

happy 11th.

*loves

(:

teresa came down on tues.

tot she will be doing ppa.

but ended up no.

she looked thru the national day schedule.

hmm feedback lot lot.

wat to do.

she's the boss.

national day is like 3more days nia.

excited but scared.

hope to achieve our 30k sales.

team lets work hard!!

=DD

as for national day preview sales.

21k vs last yr's 18k.

well done.

(:

suet~

dont think so much.

life still move on.

be happy k?

well im alright now.

perhaps still not perfectly alright ba.

i really would rather dont wana noe anything.

truth is really rather hurting.

y did you ask me?

if you did not ask me.

i dont know anything.

if i dont know anything.

i wont feel hurt.

now i noe the truth le.

i really feel so "bu gan yuan".

hais.

perhaps way boy says is right.

since they dont treat me as friend anymore.

its not worth it to be sad.

if one of them still treat me as friend.

the one will try their best to keep the friendship.

seems like no one is doing anything abt it.

which mean that i already meant NOTHING to them.

it sounds like they're still happily together without me.

i think its really time for me to let go le ba.

for the past 5mths how i hope things will get better.

but no.

am i suppose to hate the one who let me noe the truth?

or to be happy tat finally i noe the truth already?

i wonder...

boy.

im sorry tat im not a perfect girlfriend.

i noe i do take things for granted at times.

but... ...

im a useless friend

im a useless girlfriend

im the most useless human being in the earth

leave me alone.

dont ask me wat happened.

i just wana be alone

argh~

me and my team was like preparing for PPA like nobody's business.

chionging all the undone paper.

putting up communicating posters all over the crew room.

i had not enough slp for the past week.

my crews scrubed and cleaned up the restaurant.

bla bla bla...

in the end.

teresa MC.

-_-

and PPA had postphoned to 5aug

much thanks to haffis who volunteered to help me do pre ndp and ndp schedule.

i was like telling him 'hais actually im so worried abt the schedule..where and how to get 50over crews?how to run if we got not enough crews?'

haffis 'dont worry lahh..hana all for sure are doing sth abt it one lah'

me 'y always must bosses go ard sending email den they all will help ar?y dont they like automatic abit?'

haffis 'suet lin..the world is like tat one...'

i've got nth to say.

perhaps he's right ba.

i've to admit tat the world is indeed evil.

i learnt sth new frm james few days back.

u handle the situation, not the situation handle u

now i noe le boss.

(:

my store de dessert kiosk open le.

so happy~

finally i get to try flavour burst.

haa.

although i worked closing last night.

but still i went to support the opening of dessert kiosk at 12pm.

kinda successful.

must jia you ohh..

but pls dont beat my cafe sales.

if not james will come aft me.

lols.

=DD

hmm.

but my boy seems dont like me to be so committed in my work.

hais but tats me leh..

i just feel tat.

since this my job.

i wana do the best.

i believe tat my commitment is worth it de.

but boy seems like dont understand wat im thinking.

hmm all i can do is to prove and show him my results.

(:

just now haffis was saying if he would to be at marina for 2yrs.

no life~

for sure these 2yrs he got no friends.

coz work is endless.

have to go back to work even though is his off day.

well..

wat he said made me did some thinkings.

i wana do the best in my work.

but at the same time.

i dont wana lose my family.

i dont wana lose my friends.

i dont wana lose him.

i dont wana lose my life.

i dont wana lose myself.

how to balance everything?

i wana balance all.

suddenly i felt so bad.

im like putting my jies plane.

promised to go hiking.

but always i cant make it.

but seriously shit i dont expect i'll be doing another graveyard this week.

its like consecutive 2weeks graveyard.

did james overlooked?

or this is actually his plan?

hais.

sorry jies~

):

later will be having PPA.

and im still up?!?!

coz my crew room posters and meeting minute still not done yet.

hais.

help me please!!

but i still hope PPA will get A.

(:

stupid graveyard shift.

first day still ok.

but during second day.

i kept on sneezing all the way.

so cold.

aft tat found out im abit fever.

-_-

haffis says he will be in store ard 4plus or 5am.

so i asked him to help me buy panadol.

ended up he reached ard 6plus.

shift ends at 0730.

ciao faster go home.

took my temperature.

36.9 deg.

is it normal.

i forget the range liao!!

haa.

anw i bathed and slp.

woke up in the afternoon to go out with boy.

our inital plan was ruined.

arghh im so upset!!

but nvm.

met his bro and friend too.

we went sg flyers.

but did not take the flyers.

lols.

funnie us?

den we went bugis village for their bike stuffs.

bought some snacks and ate it at roadside.

den he parted them.

both of us went ecp for OUR time.

hee.

like enjoying sea breeze.

kind of relaxing.

still rmb the 'stone' and the 'bridge' he brought me to.

those times tat i gave him the chance to get to noe me.

at the same time tats the time tat i 'hang myself and sell' (in chi).

lols.

its cute and funnie.

and oso perhaps those are his sweetest words i ever heard.

haa.

=DD

tats all for now.

wana get my job done.

catch some slp.

and prepare for PPA.

(:

working graveyard shift again later.

but before tat im meeting iris at 7 for lilin's bdae celebration.

if not i can continue my sweet sleep now.

now the weather is so nice for sleeping.

lols.

hope my eyes wont be like panda in the middle of the night ba.

haa.

PPA is on monday.

james say tat if w can get A.

he will treat us a meal.

den haffis cfm we wont get A de.

i told haffis 'must have confident tat we will get A!'

=DD

dessert kiosk is opening at my store on next wed.

so excited abt it!!

coz i nv tried the flavour burst b4!!

mountain tortise ehh..

haa.

and oso can get to drink my fav strawberry milkshake daily again!!

coz still rmb i drank it daily when im working at kallang.

lols.

DESSERT KIOSK~

=DD

woo hoo~!!

finally im back here blogging.

ya coz 'someone' is complaining liao.

u shld noe who u are lah ahh.

stop smiling to urself!!

lols.

=DD

im really busy for the past 3weeks.

firstly continued from my previous post.

my boy admitted hospital since 27 june to 30june.

for tat 4days.

visited him straight aft work.

and visited him during my off days.

its tiring.

but i dont mind.

den he went back for a minor operation on 3july.

its heartpain to see his hands is poked by so many needles.

sads

:(

but thank god.

he's fine now le.

(:

secondly although 1week i got 2off days.

but 1 of my off days i still went back store for my endless work.

and my previous off day i went back to learn a new task.

thanks james for spending his time to teach me.

and oso thank you for looking high on me.

(:

and of coz my the other off day is to spend with my boy.

im glad and thankful tat this mth james gave me 1 saturday and 3 sundays off.

so tat i can spend with my boy mah!

hee thanks boss~!!

and somemore for the past 3weeks almost all my shifts are morning shifts.

so have to slp early.

if not i will look like a zombie when i work if i slp less.

tats y i got no time to blog!!

=p

again there's 3 parties this mth.

lu's and raymond's.

and lilin's coming up soon.

hmm... ...

mentally tired~

physically tired~

arghh!!

i NEED help~!!

national day coming.

im really fear of national day.

its the first time in my life im scared of national day.

few yrs back when i was still working at kallang and national day celebration is at national stadium.

i dont rmb im scared of anything.

and now im at marina and national day celebration is at the floating stadium.

im really so very scared lor.

totally 2 very different feelings.

perhaps different position and different responsibility ba.

last time is like..ohh national day

got double pay.

manager asked to work.

so just work lor.

just tat i will nv forget all of us chiong out to watch fireworks.

haa.

hmm but now is like..wahh national day leh

die lah how ar got not enough crews.

hmm how much stocks do we need to order in so tat wont down products.

how and wat to do so tat tat day will run a smooth and success shift and business.

hais.

my feeling now is..how i wish national day wont come so fast.

stress ahh...

how to relieve stress?

-_-

ohh ya..

anyway i had passed my BTT on 8july.

hee.

my FTT is on 11sept(911)

wat a date...

i started to read thru thr book.

its so chim lor!!

omg~

wish me good luck ba~

for this whole mth.

i only get to see my boy for 5times.

isn't it sad?

ya im damn sad.

but wat to do.

make it this way..

wat can i do?

mon to fri 8am to 6pm he's in camp.

mon wed and fri 7pm to 11pm he's working.

he worked coz his ns pay cant support him well.

fri aft his work and sat is his free time.

which means he's out with his friends till late night.

only sun his time is mine.

for the past 2weeks few days b4 we met we quarrelled.

ya i hate it.

i always the cause of all quarrels.

but im happy tat for the whole of last week we did not quarrelled.

hee.

=p

hmm sometimes i just dunno y till now.

im still sensative as b4.

i dont like him when he is with his friends.

i always think tat he forget my exist when he with his friends.

i always think tat he dont care abt me.

i always think tat he dont understand me.

i always think tat dont miss me.

i always think...

i always think... ...

i always think... ... ...

we always quarrelled coz of all of these silly 'thinkings' of mine.

im like so childish.

im now trying not to have those silly thinkings.

so tat this weekend we meet we will be happy.

i had done it last week.

i believe i can do it always.

and finally 1day im not silly anymore.

(:

dear thanks for forgiving me again and again and again.

at times im really afraid tat u're really angry with me and u'll leave me.

but u did not.

i noe!!

coz u love me!!

hee.

=p

ohh anyway i had finally buy him a mp3.

he unhappy still coz he expected i will give him a surprise.

since he wanted a surprise.

i've got a surprise for him for the coming weekend.

he told me he wana buy the creative earpiece.

b4 he buy.

i bought for him liao.

haa.

=DD

im excited and looking forward to 6sept!!

=p

went kbox ytd with 1 of my crews.

i enjoyed k-ing!!

and i love to have more!!

jio me out for k okie?

hee.

=p

alright tats how's me for my 3weeks MIA-ing.

will try my very best to update soon okays?

those who bothers to read my blog are always being missed by me.

must miss me too k?

bleah~

=p

woke up 1plus.

wana slp longer but just couldn't get into dreamland.

y ar?

coz today im not tired?

haa.

put on facial mask.

very long nv mask my face le.

had my breakfast-cum-lunch.

surf net.

read blogs.

played games.

and now im blogging.

aft this im gonna get a short nap.

coz later im working 1030pm.

till tmr 7am.

im so damn afraid tat i will fell asleep while working.

haa.

think need to get my beanies to prepare lots of mochachino or hot chocolate or maybe iced latte for me to still awake for the whole night.

lols.

today im working graveyard with eric.

tmr im working ALONE~!!

omg~

now i can feel the fear of working this graveyard shift.

its like if in the middle of the night and there's sth happen.

who am i suppose to call and ask for help?

argh~

i dunno lah.

i pray and all pls wish and bless me nth will happen these 2days.

just received call frm boy.

saying tat he's at nuh now.

he keep saying tat he's alright.

but im so worry.

im so scared.

wat can i do?

yawns~

lazy me.

woke up and look at my phone.

shows 15:52

wow~!!

almost 4pm.

my goodness.

still rmb i woke up once abt 12plus and realised aisyah msg me at 7plus asking me store's phone num.

lols.

since its already 12plus.

i dont bother to reply.

den still rmb i msg my boy 1plus coz he nv call or msg me when he reach camp which he did tat almost daily unless im working.

but no reply frm him.

back to my dreamland.

den woke up abt 4pm.

think im tired ba~

woke up and continued my task.

managed to get slight good news.

as i said i wana go back store.

den made me think of going out with nina.

since tmr she's off and im wokring overnight tmr.

so today we can go out till late.

so i called her.

but i asked her out at wrong timing.

so we did not go out.

but still we talked on phone for abt half an hour.

haa.

den boy finally msg me abt 5pm.

he reached home le.

den we talked on the phone.

aft all my phone calls.

its already 530pm.

thinking of by the time i prepare myself to go back store.

think i wont be in time to be back home to watch the 9pm show.

so i decide to laze at home.

den just msg james how the outcome.

haa lazy me.

=p

boy needs to wake up at 3am and to reach camp at 4+am.

wth lor..

so im gonna wake him up at 3am.

(:

anw..

8july is my BTT.

wish my good luck ba

=DD

ohh ya~

boy says tat the cookies i made taste not bad.

my mum says not bad too except the chao ta taste.

lols.

nth to say liao..

chaos~~

woke up reluctantly at 6am.

for my 8am work.

i really hate to work at 8am or 9am.

coz public transport is so damn crowded.

im still consider lucky coz i almost always will got a seat from my hse bus stop to mrt station.

but when i wana board the train.

most of the times i need to squeezEe in the train.

luckily im small size enough to squeeze in.

-_-

reached work to do my headache crew schedule.

argh~

y must i take over schedule when my store opens 24hrs over the weekends?

its so stressfull lor.

so wat i finished my schedule today very early when there is a down crew situation.

its like equals to nv do.

hais.

i have to call all the stores in my profit centre ask ask for attachment crews.

which means i called 33 stores.

in the end.

only 4stores can spare me crews.

isn't it sad?

hais.

i've already tried my best.

hope tat i will hear some more good news tmr.

i really dont wana see any down crew situation.

i dont wana see all my crews work till very tired.

i dont wana see them work for 8hrs and nv go for break.

its like they worked so hard.

but i cant do anything to lighten their burden.

hais.

think all we can do is to hire more crews ba.

but how?

its so damn difficult to hire crews lor.

hais.

stress..

stress...

stress ahh~

):

tmr im off.

maybe going back store to settle the crew attachment issue.

see im tired or not..

see im lazy or not ba.

haa.

gonna slp le lah.

stress-ed for the whole day liao.

used up all brain cells le.

tired liao.

going to wake my boy up at 6am.

anw fyi~

i've been waking my boy up almost daily at 6am.

irregardless wat shifts i worked.

irregardless wat time i slp.

i will wake him up.

hee.

*loves

missing ya~

im so happy these 2days.

im spent my time wisely and fruitfully with my dear boy.

as i said i wana surprised him.

i planned to wake up at 9am.

but im just still damn sleepy when my alarm trying to wake me up.

ya i emphasised again im damn tired aft 5days work.

haa.

so i continued to slp like a log.

ended up i woke up at 11am.

made a call to him to double check he is not eeting me first.

if not my plan gone.

hee.

okie he's out with his dad.

hmm.

so i start my surprise for him.

guess wat?

i baked cookies for him!!

bleah~!!

surprising?

lols.

hmm.

anw its like kinda not very successful.

i left 1 container for my mum to try.

she reached home aft work and she called me.

asking "wats the BLACK THING in the container?"

i ans "mummy..tats cookies tat i baked"

and followed by her laughter...

-_-

so can u imagine how 'successful' it is?

but i told my boy "although the cookies dont look very nice.but the taste is still there lah.the most impt is i used my HEARTwork to bake it"

hee.

=p

hope he will feel it.

he told me he's surprised by me!

so im successful in surprising him!!

yeahh~

=DD

and hor..

my hand got burnt while baking..

):

a whole day out with my boy and his bro.

when he noe his surprise already.

he actually wanted me to pass to his bro to try.

i said dont want lah.

i paiseh.

lols.

hmm.

boy acc his bro to service his bike at jln bersah.

so am i.

it takes abt half hr to service.

im hungry.

so we went to eat while waiting.

ate yong tou fu as my breakfast-cum-lunch.

aft servicing bike.

we all went sim lim.

coz last week my boy went there to buy a china dual sim card with tv hp.

and now the freaking charger is creating problem.

the seller exchange a adapter for my boy.

aft sim lim.

i went to his hse.

marsiling~

hmm.

i really love the journey from sim lim to marsiling.

coz its a long journey.

im enjoyed the wind.

hugged him from behind.

i smiled to myself.

sounds crazy right?

i smile coz i really feel glad to have him.

den from behind i peek is speed meter.

wow he's riding 120km/hr.

so fast and exciting.

while enjoying the wind.

i think of the past.

still rmb those days we went riding late at night with his friends.

having supper as far away as i dont even noe where am i.

time is not a burden for us.

going home as late as we like.

even b4 i noe him.

went night riding with nina ayu and jun.

we went haunted house cemetry and everywhere.

rmb those days nina and me went home as late as 5am.

slp for few hrs.

den wake up for work.

and of coz tat period of time i think im most rebellious ba.

bleah!

but now no longer like past liao.

if ask me to do this now.

i cant liao.

firstly i dont want my mum to nag at me daily.

secondly my boy dont allow me to slp for a few hrs nia.

thirdly perhaps im old liao..my body cant take it!!

haa.

while i was still thinking the past.

suddenly!!

boy streched out his hand and knocked on my helmet in the middle of espressway.

i was shocked.

and i was like awaken from a dream.

i've got no idea y he knocked my helmet.

did not ask him coz he was riding so fast and i cant even hear wat im trying to say.

when he stopped at traffic light i asked him y.

he told me he wanted to tell me not to afraid as i hugged him so tightly.

i smiled.

silly him.

i hugged u so tightly coz im glad to have him.

hee.

aft all my thinkings and dreams.

we finally reached marsiling.

(:

noe y am i suppose to go his hse?

got motive de.

coz boy's dad wana rip his cd's songs to his hp.

boy and his bro dunno how to do it.

boy asked me noe or not.

i told him i noe.

so he ask me for favour lor.

so went there to to help his dad rip songs to his hp.

i ripped abt 6cd's songs.

my goodness~

funny lor his dad.

the most funny thing is.

his dad wana rip 1 movie to the hp.

so tat he can watch using his hp.

LOL lor.

boy told him its impossible.

he still want us to try.

but in the end i did not try lah.

coz i oso noe its impossible.

haa.

aft ripping songs onto boy's dad hp.

den we went to eat at ard marsiling area with his bro too.

the 3 of us ate zhu chao.

i ate sliced fish bee hoon as my dinner-cum-supper.

b4 our dish is served.

the lady served 3 plates of green chilli and utensils.

i dont eat green chilli de.

hmm.

so when my dish was served.

boy ask me "u dont want the green chilli right"

i say "ya lor i wan red chilli padi"

okie..

the lady walked past.

i asked "xiao jie can i have red chilli padi?"

she ans me "ohh u nv request when u place ur orders den we will only give u green chilli"

i was like wth lor..

i just asked for a plate of red chilli padi she said so much.

she add on "wait ahh i finish my work den i give u"

i ans "okie.."

not long aft tat lady came to ask with the red chilli padi.

she say "next time if u want red chilli padi..ask for it when u placed ur orders"

i said "orh..thank you"

she walked away and i told my boy "no more next time already!!"

WTH lor..

i just ask for a simple red chilli padi.

is it so damn very difficult to walk a few more steps to pass her customer the red chilli padi?!

argh~!!

aft my dinner-cum-supper.

boy parted with his bro and send me home.

hmm yupp again.

from marsiling to my hse is another long journey.

this time round im thinking of the places i went with boy for riding.

IBP.

"99 wan".

mount fabar.

still rmb boy bring me to a park to express feelings to me.

still can rmb how shy and how nervous he was tat time.

so funny.

hee.

but i cant rmb the name of the park!

den suddenly his warm palm rubbing again my cold hand.

think he knew im cold.

felt his warmth.

i dont feel cold at all.

hee.

den i reached home.

parted.

den he went back to punggol.

miss u my boy.

*loves

as for my management meeting and dinner.

i decided not to attend.

but at the very first place i already told james i cant attend.

i told him its my boy's bdae.

and oso its my entitled annal leave.

i can choose not to go back for any meeting or work related stuffs.

since i got the choice.

of coz i choose not to go.

i would rather spend the time with boy.

somemore i planned it a mth ago to go out with him these 2days.

and oso i did not want my boy to have the mindset of my work is impt den him.

hee.

hope james will understand me.

(:

anw..

james=my boss.

this a very long entry.

i very long nv had such a LONG entry le.

think im in the mood of blogging now ba.

haa.

=DD

okie..

its very late now.

my boy wants me to slp le.

hee.

nights all~

(:

23june is my dear boy's bdae.

thru iris and yun's intro.

we went kuishin-bo for lunch.

he still cant make up his mind wat he want for his present.

psp or mp3?

im still waiting for his ans.

haa.

hope i can give him a surprise.

yupp!!

so i must wake up early!!

hee.

=p

dear..
im so sorry.
im always so stubborn.
i oso dunno when i will change.
hais..

hmm dear..

as wat i promised u.

i will celebrate ur bdae every year.

and u oso promised me.

u will celebrate my bdae every year too.

hee.

=p

so damn tired aft working for 5days.

finally i've got to off 2days.

its actually my annual leave.

im just used to work 2 or 3 days den off.

so this week worked 5days straight.

really not used to it.

last time i still can work 6days straight.

tsk tsk tsk...

am i old liao?

hmm...

glad to saw my kallang regular customer at marina.

went over to talk with them.

but so sad their daughter dont rmb me liao.

haa.

her name is so special.

veronica.

hee.

24june is my management dinner.

but my dear took leave.

i wana spend more time with him.

but how abt my management dinner?

hais..

dunno which to choose.

depending where's the dinner ba.

the month of june is really a busy month for me.

nina asked me to plan a date to hang out.

i really cant find time lor.

so busy and tiring.

-_-

will update again soon~!!

=DD

today is finally the day.

no work.

no dates.

stayed at home the whole day.

to REST.

i really lack of rest lor.

worked 5days per week.

off day went shopping or parties.

although not working.

but still tired.

coz go shopping or parties need energy too!!

haa.

it had been a long time ever since i last stayed at home to rest.

actually today i wanted to go back store to do some work de.

but this morning when i woke up im so tired.

so i heck care just continue to slp.

slp till afternoon.

felt so shiock.

lols.

woke up.

eat.

surf net.

play game.

slp.

eat.

surf net.

play game.

watch tv.

tats my whole day agenda.

seems like enjoying life ehh.

lols.

=DD

tmr and sat going to hung ming's and june's party after my opening shift.

think i will be like a dead fish at the end of the day.

bless me~

im missing my boy...

*misses